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Poetry slam team advances in Louder Than a Bomb competition

After coming in second and tying for first in their first two bouts in February, the poetry slam team will compete in the Louder Than a Bomb quarterfinals.

“After two dynamic weeks of #LTAB2016 Prelims, more than 1,200 poems performed, a stronger and larger community built, the first phase of the tournament comes to a close,” the LTAB organizers wrote in an email to coaches.

In the photo above, teachers James Sloan and Ivelisse Cotto pose with the poetry slam team at the second bout of the LTAB competition.

The quarterfinals will be held at Malcolm X College on Saturday, March 5. Steinmetz will perform at 7 p.m.
Thirty-two teams made the quarterfinals.
At the Steinmetz team’s second bout on Feb. 20, sophomore Alina Qureshy impressed everyone with her piece “Ashamed.”

 

Ashamed

I have always been conflicted.

Born in America, raised by

Pakistani parents, and instilled,

With traditional Islamic values.

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Alina Qureshy performs Ashamed at LTAB on Feb. 20. Photo by Elise Guilen.

 

My parents raised me to be a

proper, modest, Muslim girl

Polite, smart, even deferential

To be seen and not heard.

 

Every meal in my house

Was homemade, with love.

Kicheri and haleem, with

fragrant gulab jamen.

 

My closet was filled with

Lehengas and shalwar kameezes

Long sleeved shirts and

Full length jeans.

 

I learned Urdu along

With English, and my mother

Never called me ‘sweetie’ or

‘Honey’ or ‘baby’

 

No, I was her beti, her

Chanda rani, her dil ki suruth.

But I was also her jan ke azab,

A gadha, an ooloo ki puthi.

 

But it couldn’t always be this way.

Stepping outside the house was like

Stepping into a different world, and

It was completely different from what I knew

 

No one knew about

Shah Rukh Khan

Instead, it was all about

Brad Pitt and Zac Effron

 

My modesty was an anomaly

People thought I was weird or crazy

Everywhere around me was

low cut shirts and short skirts

 

I was bullied for my ‘otherness’;

For my thick eyebrows and hairy arms

for the mehndi trailing dark red

Patterns Up and down my hands

 

Going to school only

Taught me how to

Be ashamed; of my culture,

My language, my own self.

 

So I learned how to assimilate.

I learned the ins and outs

Of how to “American”

Of how to be “normal”

 

I locked away the girl who

loved her culture and her

heritage, the girl who reveled

In her Lehengas and kurtis.

 

But then things changed.

I left that place, full

Of ignorance and hate

And discovered myself,

 

And I realized some things.

I didn’t believe in God,

Or The things my family

told me about the world.

 

I didn’t want to be proper

Or modest,or polite,

And damn I didn’t want

To be deferential!

 

I wanted to be LOUD

I wanted to be sarcastic

And sassy and the

Exact opposite of proper

 

I wanted to believe that it was

Time to stop hating myself

For the Pakistani blood

Running through my veins

 

Then I came to a new school,

And I learned to unlearn

The self hate that had been self taught.

And instead learned to be proud again.

 

Proud of my thick eyebrows

And my love of Bollywood.

Proud of my bilingualism

And my traditional clothes.

 

But I also love America,

The Land of my birth.

The freedom I couldn’t

Have in Pakistan.

 

My name is Alina afzal qureshy

I’m not American or Pakistani,

But American and Pakistani

And I am no longer ashamed.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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